good morning...no...almost good afternoon!

Hi all.

Well, I have not written in a while, so I thought I'd post a short little thing here. I woke up and got out of bed after 11:00am today!?! It's crazy. I am usually up earlier than that. I mean I like my sleep, but I feel like I've lost part of my day when I do not get up until anytime after 10:00am or so :] So anyway, ya...I'm sure it can't have anything to do with the fact that I stay up to 2:00am :P.

So.....ya......that's all for now. I'm going to try and post more during the summer...so if I don't you can yell at me or get on my back about it :]

Happy Tuesday y'all!

Verses for now: "Whoever hates disguises himself with his lips and harbors deceit in his heart;
when he speaks graciously, believe him not, for there are seven abominations in his heart;"
-Proverbs 26:24-25

College.

Well, by the time I'm done writing this it will be Friday, May 15, and I'm not ready to graduate.  At all. :[  It's sad and too bad.  

For 18 years I have seen people graduate and move on.  My friends and brothers have gotten on stage and received their diplomas.  I just never really thought I would be up there.  I mean I knew it was coming, but it never seemed like it would come.  I do not feel ready to move on.  I should not be allowed to.  There is still so much I should know before I go off to college, or that's how I feel anyway.  I would not mind re-doing (or just spending more time in) my highschool years.  Some of you are probably like, "You're crazy!  I have waited for this day since I began highschool!"  And that's great for ya.  I just am not there.  I wish I would have taken more advantage of my highschool years, but I just did not.  I wish I had spent more time building relationships and not worry about unimportant things.

So yes, this is where I'm at.  It's crazy.  Graduations is tomorrow and well I cannot go back and relive these past 18 years.  I would just like to enjoy it and realize that, yes, I have come this far and it's time to move on.  I cannot always stay in my comfortable spot.  I need to be put in situations that will cause me to grow closer to Christ.

By the way, sorry I have not posted in a while :/