More than a drizzle...

I just want to sit and watch the rain with you,
Just stroke that silk chocolate you call hair.
We wouldn't even talk, just let the rain talk for us.
Wish I could just sit next to you
And know we'd always be together,
Knowing that the dark clouds would never be what our undoing looked like.
Oh, that this would not be a fantasy,
That this would last...or at least begin.
For I fight in my mind and remember that these are just wishes.
For your smile draws,
Like an empty stomach to its nourishment.
Your infectious laugh is all I need.
I wish to wish you the best,
But it is so hard when I know all the rest.
For we are but friends and perhaps always will be.


(Just something I wrote in senior year.  I added punctuation when I wrote it on here.)

Summer

So it's summer now.  I'm really hoping to have a job soon.  I feel so much that I need one.  It won't be the end of the world if I do not get one but it would be a blessing if I did.  I would appreciate y'alls prayers for that.

So, a friend of mine suggested I make a list of things that I want to get done this summer, otherwise I may not really get stuff done.  I haven't given it enough thought, but I have two things I would like to get done/accomplish/etc. First, I want to get a job.  Hopefully full-time, but I'll take what I can get.  Second, I have been feeling that this summer I want to do something.  And I don't mean just whatever.  But I want to find a ministry or some other organization that I can be involved in, as time allows.  I am not sure exactly what, but I want to at the end of the summer feel like I actually did something that in the long run will count.  I don't want to look back and just be like, ya I worked and made money, hung out a little, and that's all.  If you all have any ideas about ministries or organizations that would be appreciated.